Chasing the Light

It happens before every big event. Why do I always set myself up? The Martha Stewart magazines come out, I write a bunch of lists, make big plans, and then, at some point, I break.

Today was "breaking day". It was ugly and maybe even childish...but, that's my true nature. Thankfully the tantrum was ushered out by something much more lovely. The light.

On a clear day, around 3:30pm, the most glorious light passes through my bedroom window. 

It reminded me of a Greater Light.

The Light of the World (John 8:12). In my heart, and shining on my face. The Son is so warming and so gentle. He brings such a peace.

Bidding me to forget all the rest and come into that stable to experience Christmas. To be recipient of His coming to me. His coming to me on a rescue mission. His coming all the way to me in such humility and great, great Love. 

I'm better now. No lists, no idealistic/unrealistic plans. Just me chasing The Light.